I couldn’t possibly think that I would ever feel this way. Like other girls, I love the thought of being in love. I consider myself a hopeless romantic. Even in books, movies and even from people I know, I wanted somehow to feel the same magical feeling. That warm fuzzy feeling when you get afflicted by it.
But the whole perception was changed when we start talking to each other. And I felt something different, a strange feeling that I couldn’t explain. I felt extremely happy and inspired. And it shows how happy I am that people around me started to notice it. I haven’t had good sleep because I had so much energy to get me going. I find myself smiling without reason. And even if I had a bad day, I always end up with a happy disposition. It felt like walking in cloud nine.
The most mundane things from you make my day. As simple as a message saying “Good Morning” is more than enough to get me through the day. Of course there’s a downside, here comes the sadness and disappointments. I was overwhelmed and forgot that we are two people who have completely different worlds. Amidst the distance and time something keeps me coming back to you. Others may say that I am crazy about you. Maybe I am, I can’t stop thinking about you.
They say there is a fine line between love and obsession. And yes, I do think too much. I put other meaning to the trivial things. And I am in no position to do so. Maybe someday, somehow things will turn out for the better. If we do end up together, that’s fine and great. And if for some reason, we don’t then I move on. I am more than glad to wait for that someone who will dive into this madness called Love. For now, I wait.